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Cake day: May 1st, 2024

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  • For starters thank you for actually replying to this. I don’t get much interaction at all on this.

    Now to delve a bit into this. For sure i can see the body dysmorphia idea. Including originally it started at partially having body dysmorphia. Though included the dire need to heal my body as it was withering away and current medical understanding didn’t allow for that. Though for sure it’s understandable people may assume it’s untrue. Though through all the changes and experiences. Id say it’s hard to say it’s not. As even if I am not growing wings my bodies growing the realistic muscle and bone development correct for such a growth. Also before I continue it’s also very important to mention. The idea of growing wings within current medical understanding is nearly impossible and at the very least wouldn’t happen in less than 10 years but I’ve found a way. For complete transparency; I was taught a power beyond human comprehension but my dumbass thought too logically on stuff so I got this long process. Such as year 1 Non Mature wings grown and feathers inside my back, then spinal cord started strengthening and stretching. Into the 4th year to when it stopped. Then my arms and legs enhancing. Ribs fusing and extending both upwards and out a bit.

    There’s just so much to it that if it wasn’t working then why would everything else happen. Yk what I mean?

    Like how I’m randomly gaining inches of muscle without working out, losing weight rapidly, moving better and differently, my balance enhancing. So many things

    Please if you’d like to discuss more I’d be open to.












  • I sometimes can read but normally it’s rather difficult for me unless required or sexual, psychopathic and or interesting in a hobby way.

    Though I’ll see about it or find another way because I am actually study psychology, developmental and medical from Yale courses to help others. I just ain’t the best with myself. Maybe harder though I look to grow into the most knowledgeable and best version of myself I could. To be honest normally I don’t make such deep post in my personal way like this but I will say look back at some of my mental health post. You’ll see while yes I am crazy. I’ve learned it’s possible to cure psychopathy given a necessary catalyst and will from said individual. Same goes for some traits of BPD and Bipolar. Which as always I suggest working with a mental health professional if trying. As I asked my psychiatrist she said it’s unheard of but in our world not impossible just hasn’t happened.

    I will say though I think our world needs to allow much more while making illegal certain things. It annoys me. To have the mindset to see everything but unable to do something yet. Why are governments so stupid…

    Like psychopathic individuals who aren’t bad at a young age could be saved from the horrid development we have to now or some of us. By following guidelines of development and safety of life. Wouldn’t be perfect but yeah fuck man.


  • I’m 19 now btw but when that first started one was one year younger while two were a year or two older. Nothing crazy. Also for sure I did and still do. Though now the biggest age gap is 61.

    Yeah that’s understandable that they were worried about that. Though they didn’t nearly gain enough information before assuming. Though yeah most definitely but there comes a time in someone’s life when they’re ready to heal. Honestly they didn’t distract myself from self work but gave me a reason to chase it. Since originally I didn’t care about where my life was going but for them I’ll do anything. That includes healing and working on myself.

    Yeah back when that happened. It’s understandable they were iffy or even uncomfortable at first but my biggest point. They have the ability to openly communicate and learn.