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Cake day: July 3rd, 2023

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  • Same, but i just fill it with the previous or following employer in my resume.

    Whichever was the better fit is the one who gets the “between jobs” added to my starting or end date.

    It shut them up and i don’t have to make excuses for being in a time employers had zero interest in me, or tell them i was just happy eating up some savings for the oppertunity to gather my wits after years of only slaving away and sacrificing myself in the process.


  • These absurd large cars (factory setuo tho, no lift kits here) have been increasing on our roads in the Netherlands.

    I was told we pay some hefty taxes when importing these gas guzzling beasts from american origin.

    But it seems when a company does the importing it doesn’t count for some reason? These big built beasts with crawling tires the ones with treads running up the sidewalls cost a mere €50.000 when a regular old vw golf starts at €35.000.

    And the fuckers are so tall you can’t even reach the bed without a damn step.

    We don’t need those cars here because we can’t fit them. I wish all these contractors would just get vans like normal contractors do, where you can lock your shit and fit loads more in an enclosed space.





  • Stuff like this has me coming back every so often, last time i ended up just listening to music and driving around.

    Eventually i got curious when i saw a sloped wall leading to a flat roof part, i decided to go up there and check the view…turns out it had a dead assassin with a note saying he had to kill a certain person an a roof opposite…so i went there and found another dead npc, but not fitting the name of the assassin’s subject with a note saying he had to pick up the subject’s coffee and somehow also went on the roof which the subject was known to do.

    That little discovery was such a blast.


  • Mine shares reels, every 19 seconds she has something new to show.

    I try to share useful information from youtube but she doesn’t have the attention span to watch them anymore.

    So it’s a one way road and i’m trying my best to just nod and smile at the reels while keeping focus on the information i’m trying to contain from the long form video. It’s a bloody warzone sometimes, “hey, look haha. Hey, look haha. Hey, look haha”…can you give me 10 minutes please? And then she’s pissed at me.

    Short form content…i want my old wife back, can you please remove yourself from existence. You ruined her.



  • I know it’s not about me, but this definitelt cleared up why i run from people in my free time.

    They always express how they think i do things, like i’m at work or something. While i do things for joy, i take a detour home on my roadbike because the speed i can propel myself at brings me joy and a bit of a thrill too. The scenery is also very enjoyable.

    But then another roadcyclist shows up and tells me how i’m doing it all wrong, how speed isn’t a good measurement of performance.

    Fuck yo performance brother, stop. It ruins my fun.





  • CrowAirbrush@lemmy.worldtoGames@lemmy.worldSatisfactory 1.0
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    Oohh nice, even tho i’m not really the right person for such a game.

    I keep losing track and starting over, then realizing i want it to look cooler…start rebuilding and lose interest and drop the game fir quite a time until i find out i lost track and start the cycle over again.





  • Doing something out of my comfort zone has been my baseline for the past 12 years.

    I don’t believe it’ll build to something tho. I’ve been trying to build airbrushing, 3d printing and fusion360 into something for the past 15 years…where 3d printing came in 5 years ago.

    If i managed to pull this off like 7 years ago or something along that time i might have found some success, but i feel like i need another 12 years before i reach the point of being knowledgable anough.


  • I get it, i’m only 14 years away from it. The first 14 felt a lot longer than the last 14 up until today.

    I don’t really know how to explain my reasoning, i think i’m just done and i’ve been done for a long time.

    From my perspective i’ve given all i had to give and apparently it’s been the opposite of what i had to do.

    I promised the wife i wouldn’t step out and that’s basically why i’m around today. I like to think i’m here for her, but i basically pay the bills and help her with information on how to reach the next step on the ladder of her plans. But tbh i could give so much more if i wasn’t the way i am, i’m always looking for something to silence the constant noise and it usually involves spending money on things that keep me busy while that money could be used to help her buy the things that make her progress faster.

    I’ve tried getting help, but i have this thing where i keep shutting down at the worst possible time and instead of pushing through the help i contacted basically pulled out and pushed me away. I gave up looking for answers.