(i despise physical existence and explode into a rage whenever im clumsy and get mad at the fact i am cursed to be a physical being prone to being tangled in cords or whatnot)

Pretty much just the second one for me

If I spill water on the floor, I ponder why my subconscious would purposely do such a rare thing. Then I inspect the floor carefully and find that yes, cleaning the floor would improve it. Then I am thankful toward whatever guiding factor I personally believe in, whether Goddess, Spirits, Subconscious, whatever else, and continue cleaning the floor with this free headstart.