Sometimes yes, and I tend to get deja vu very often, occasionally its even recursive where I’m having deja vu of having deja vu.

Like watching a movie you already watched? Having no perceived control over one’s actions?

Yea that’s called depersonalization…

Happened before in general? Or specially to me? Everything as is exactly everything or just general things (getting up, working, …)?

So many options that mean entirely different things.

There’s nothing new under the sun

All that I wanted were things I had before.

All that I needed, I never needed more.

All of my questions were answers to my sins.

All of my endings were waiting to begin.

Sometimes I get a profound sense my life is shit like it always were, but a different shit, not the same every time.

the last didn’t go anywhere