Holy shit today was the worst day for me, too. I constantly changed rooms forgetting why I went there. All the time.

Hey. This shows you that you’re vulnerable, feeling, breathing,…human. it’s okay to feel broken for a bit when your world breaks.

We all feel weak. I do. We can have communion in that. Much love

“raises risk of war”???!? The ATTACK raises the risk of war?! How deluded must someone be to write that. Is it not war if a nation straight up shoots missiles at another country??

ooof where to begin? literally NOBODY ignored the war in Ukraine. there are no “leftists” that agree with russias war on ukraine. There’s idiots who do.

and “started by hamas”?! really? ignoring the fact that Hamas is literally founded and funded by Israel, they didn’t start the genocide. Israels expansion into the west bank has been going on since 1947.

yeah you just have to not work so you can take care of your kids and elders yourself. of “people you know” will just do it for free? how about teachers? how about daycare?

I usually just use a nearby shop to get my pictures printed. If I need anything better, I order online

Imagine saying “it dishonours the victims” to one of the actual victims

It works in-game. I can’t speak to the real life

i don’t know what you’ve been smoking, but every day is a lifetime of men.

Original is 40x40 inches, oil on linen. It’s worth looking at on a big screen. Amazing work

alright. not a lot of interaction here. so I’ll keep posting about this hell-about

yay?

This business with the invisible roads is also quite messy. but maybe works? i dunno… cars don’t really spawn

yeah. that’s a google maps shot… here’s what i’m cooking up right now. surface networks and invisible roads

Thank you. Those are some actionable tips for me.

This really stuck in my head today and I’m still processing your message. Thank you so much for taking the time to write it, it means a lot.

Hey that means a lot. Oceans and landmasses are in the way, but I appreciate you.

Thanks for the insights. I don’t think I can say I had fun or similar, when I didn’t. I had anxiety the whole night and felt incredibly awkward and ashamed.

Yeah thanks for the advice and the wishes. I think you’re exactly right about how those conversations could turn out. So I guess something uncommitting like you suggested is a good start …

I like the idea with the smaller dinners. Sadly, people don’t come around my place. It’s a bit out of the way. And I thought the “bigger” plans are exactly good for the kind of conversations where you aren’t too close with the people and you can get closer with them. In a café/restaurant/bar/living room setting, you have to do small talk…

Thank you. That means a lot and I hope your situation improves, too.

I wrote it in another comment: I can see how it’s partly not about me. Everyone had a specific and relatable and legit reason not to come. Just in the collection it also is indicative of my standing. So apparently I don’t have 50 friends, I don’t appeal to people in general and I don’t pull people who have ever the slightest reason not to go.

Thanks for the perspective. I don’t know what to learn from it. Reading the comments here makes me think that many of us learn the same dark lessons: don’t socialise, stay alone.

But again: how do I respond to “how was the partyyyy?!”(Big smiles)